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Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Why do I feel that I'm better off alone.
Sorry folks. This blog is gonna be closed again!
I'm going on hiatus! See you in a few months time ( maybe) !
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7:11 AM
Monday, September 10, 2007
There are just so many things in life which demotivate you.
Like today, in the short space of 6 hours since I started work, I can easily name 10 events/things which would have left me demotivated/depressed/sad etc. I'm emo, huh. Or its just that some people let it get to them, and some dont.
Well, but I've found a new method of combusting this demotivation and yep, things are all looking good.
The search for a tennis racket continues. I swear I never knew it was that hard shopping for a tennis racket. The fact that I'm a miser is not helping in any way too because I'll go to 100 places to make sure I dont overspend on a racket, and to make sure I get the best budget racket possible.
The irony : I'm not even a tennis expert, so how will I know what is the best racket.
On a side note, changed the wires of my braces yesterday. 170 dollars. And that dentist didnt even clean anything. What a waste of my money.
I'm in need of money. I NEED to earn my own money, but how? The only possible method is tuition, but there's a lack of students.
And life goes on.... as per normal.
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10:14 PM
Sunday, September 9, 2007
I just got back from work at my dad's shop. Tired, exhausted and mentally drained, most of all.
Luckily there's no work tomorrow or else i'll be really a zombie at work, like I am sometimes.
I was in a philosophical mood most of today and I really do have lots to say. Too much, in fact, but I'm way way too tired to start screaming and shouting my feelings, and also because I'm scared I might type wrongly and it might come across wrongly. Thats what I'm really scared of, because it always happens, and I'm always misunderstood
Karan, the poor innocent soul, haha.
Ok, ok, Goodnight ppl. Long entry coming ahead, soon. Really long, its a promise.
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9:43 AM
Just when everything looked like things were going all right for me and my family, it had to come crashing down again, no thanks to my sister.
What did I do wrong to deserve a sister like her. Ok, maybe I did plenty wrong
But what wrong did my parents do to deserve such a daughter. Gee.
Now, its a headache again. Big problems
Sigh. I'm going to work now. Late night today.
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12:57 AM
Sunday, September 2, 2007
I'm sad
Every week, every day just seems so dull.
How will time pass.
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12:11 AM
Saturday, September 1, 2007
Its a lonely Saturday as always =)
Well, that's the way weekends are for me.
I dozed off while listening to music last night at like 9pm. I was that tired that I fell asleep in my uniform, wearing my glasses,and the music still playing.
Guess it might have been the effect of the medicine which I consumed earlier on.
Well. Woke up late today, and basically bummed around the house. Just watched Golmaal on TV, and gonna watch soccer later on too. Not going out to watch today - the mood's not just there.
Right now, I'm listening to a song which pretty well describes the mood at the moment. Do Dil Mil Rahe Hai from Pardes. Karan on the beach, sitting on some rocks, watching the sunset and singing to himself, haha.
That's the way it is.
But sometimes, the loneliness can get to you. It comes back to haunt you everytime. Whenever you go out, you see people around you all having friends,buddies that they go out with, and you on your own. You just smile to yourself, shrug your shoulders and go on with life. But for how long?
Will this be forever, or will there be an end to this.
As much as I'd like to think otherwise, I cant see any happy ending in this story. =)
Well, Next week should be more busy hopefully.
And meanwhile, I shall go dance to my Do Dil Mil Rahe Hai
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4:29 AM
