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Tuesday, August 28, 2007
I just felt like blogging and saying how depressed I feel today for all reasons, about how the skies are so grey, just like my mood, and the rain is an excellent reflection of my frustration with life.
But since I've given up my depressive days, all I'll say is
Smile Karan!! There's always a solution for every problem.
I am NOT DEPRESSED
I am NOT DEPRESSED
I am NOT DEPRESSED
I am NOT DEPRESSED
I am NOT DEPRESSED
I am NOT DEPRESSED
I am NOT DEPRESSED
I am NOT DEPRESSED
I needed the emphasis. LOL
And its Rakhi. I do hope my two sisters like the gifts I've gotten them. Its the most I've ever spent on any gift so far for each. I loooovee Rakhi, just like I looooveee ladoooos.
And I hate ladooos. Haha
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2:32 AM
Sunday, August 26, 2007
Well, the weekend's over and its back to another Monday. A start of yet another boring week =(
The weekend was rather uneventful. Sometimes I cant understand whether I like it that way or I'd prefer it happening. But I think after 19 years of uneventful weekends, I need some excitement in my life.
On Friday night, I went to the SSC for dinner with relatives. Took the chance to celebrate Mum's birthday with them, even though I'm going out for a proper family dinner sometime this week.
And Sat Night was spent at Mohd Sultan watching soccer.
Whole of Sunday passed with me at my dad's shop.
Let me give you the ABC's of my family dinner. Due to my dad's business , all family related activities have to take place after 11pm on any day. Secondly, due to my dad being vegetarian, 7 out of 10 restaurants are crossed out, since they only offer the same fried rice, noodles, etc.
So tell me, how do you find a good restaurant which serves a decent variety of vegetarian food, and is open till late, say 1am.
Haha. The Answer- Practically impossible, which is why we do go to the same restaurant most of the time. I mean, there a few which we rotate.
And my dad's not fussy about food either, but we'd prefer he enjoys it as well, na?
And yep, Mohd Sultan- Barcelona . When i entered the bar, my friends ordered happy hour, so they were drinking, and the waitress opened a bottle for me, before I had to tell her I dont drink. Gee. That was embarassing, I mean, I think the whole club heard me. Its not that I'm going to drink because of that. Its just that you tend to feel left out when 6 people are drinking, and your sipping orange juice and fruit punch. Haha.
But those guys are cool too, so no issues there
And for this week, I plan to watch Heyy Babyy. No clue who I'm going to watch it with, but as Karan's motto goes, "if all else fails, go alone".
No other plans for this week, really. Haha, boring life right,I know i know.
I need some "sharara" in my life. Haha. The most ironic part is that I do say it, tons of times. I repeat it like a billion times, I believe, but I dont do anything about it. Actually, I guess I do try to do something about it, but well, its just not enough, I guess.
So stay without sharara la.
Haha. Lunch hour is now over. And I'm back to work. Yep. You've heard right. I've got work to do today. Lol
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10:37 PM
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
The situation today is much more peaceful than it was on Monday and I'm thankful for that.
It's 1am right now. And I just got back from my Dad's shop a short while ago.Had dinner, and I'm off to sleep in a little while. I felt like giving a short update of what's been happening , or rather, not happening in my ever so dull life.
Well, played badminton after a long time yesterday. It feels good to be on the courts. I have a certain affinity with badminton, it seems. It's not a sport like soccer where you need to have a certain level of skill to play. Its just a game which anyone can play, and seeing its one of the first sports I ever did play, I'm suprised I still enjoy it, but I do. And the company is fantastic too.
Today was back to work. I'm really tired because I didnt manage to get any sleep last night, and by the looks of it, 4 hours of sleep tonight isnt really going to be enough. I'm undecided as to whether I should stay awake and catch the soccer friendly match live or just knock off for the 4 hours.
Life with braces is a pain honestly. It doesnt hurt much, but it makes my teeth look a lot worse, and its disrupted the entire arrangement of my teeth. Orginally, my teeth were fine, but for one tooth which was slightly jutting out. Now,due to the seperators first, then the braces, I'm two-teethless and the arrangement of my teeth is really screwed up. Regardless, I hope the dentist knows what he is doing, and I shall have some faith in him.
An interesting highlight of last week must have been watching the soccer match at Barcelona Wine Bar, Mohd Sultan with the rest of the Liverpool guys from the Army Forum. Really cool people, and I'm meeting them again this Saturday hopefully. Nothing like a bunch of fellow Liverpool fans to keep you company haha.
And meanwhile, I'm still searching for a life.
Trying to lose weight
Trying to find some purpose in my life
Learn something new, self learn or take some new courses
And oh, I want to learn tennis. I just need to find a proper coach. There is one that I do know of. The problem is that he charges 55/hour. And let's say that I'm not too well off at the moment.
So that's all for now. If your reading this. Haha. I seriously wonder how many people know of the existence of this blog.
But then again , I bet I'll suprised, like I always am. Lol. Nights
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9:57 AM
Monday, August 20, 2007
It just takes one moment, just one wrong word to send your whole world crashing
Yesterday and up to this afternoon was just so perfect, too perfect, that something just had to go wrong.
And it's all my fault.
God. Give me the strength to win, to fight all I have to, and to just bear with all the taunts that come my way.
I will win!
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7:46 AM
Thursday, August 16, 2007
I'm seriously frustrated, dissapointed, and somewhat amused.
Ok, let me just sum up the last 2 days.
The wire for my braces started jutting out yesterday, which meant that I had to go remove it. So I nicely went to the dentist ( later, so i can sleep more ) just to find out he was not there.
Haha, it gave me another excuse to leave work earlier today.
But yea, so I went to have the excess wire chopped off, and now, the right side of my mouth hurts!
That's the least of my problems.
Today was my driving Final Theory Test. Pass this test and I could go on to do my Practical test, but as you can tell, I didnt pass.
I'm not so pissed because I didnt pass. I'm pissed because I dont know why I didnt pass.
I studied hard, and enough too to warrant me a pass, and I passed the mock test before, which was slightly harder too.
What's most ironic is that whenever I'm sure I'm gonna do well, I do really really well. But If I'm not sure, then I'll either do ok, or sometimes pretty good. So after this test, I felt really confident of passing. And I failed.
I'm amused, really, because its the first time I've failed anything in a very long long time. It might even be the first time I've failed something at all, I cant remember.
But there's no point saying anything now, is there? I've failed the test. And nothing I do or say can change that.
I guess I just have to readjust my plans and buck up and start to accept failure as part of my life.
After all, you need to see the bottom before you can see the top, eh.
Haha, other than that, nothing's been happening in my life. Pretty much the same old stale nonsense. I've taken half day this Monday so I can sleep in late after watching the soccer on Sunday. If Liverpool beats Chelsea, it'll definitely make my day.
Now, I need to think of how I can make my boring, mundane life a little more entertaining and fun.
I was thinking of some courses and all that. But i'd rather wait until I get my driving license. Focus on one thing at a time.
It's like every weekday, after work, I come home, surf the web, chat on msn, watch Zee TV haha. Boring eh.
The weekends are not really different, unless I go exploring on my own, or window shopping which I enjoy ever so much
So the bottom line is. I need a life.
But how to get one? Thats the question.
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7:17 AM
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
There's a purpose for this post! Haha. A silly purpose though
So let me elaborate!
I work on the 17th floor, Army, that is. And on the 16th floor, there's this gorgeous, gorgeous gorgeous, basically the most good looking Indian lady I've ever set my eyes upon.
And yes, dont worry. I'm not planning to go after her.
But for laughs, I'll dedicate this song to her haha!!
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7:31 AM
Monday, August 6, 2007
A new blog again. Yep. I think i've had enough with the useless English i've been using of late.
And also, I need an excuse, a cover to blog. Something to hide the problems, the deficiencies in my life.
To start off, I would love to congratulate myself on being brave enough to go to a dentist and endure the pain of putting the braces in, as well as to endure the extraction of teeth.
You heard right. I'm now looking like a goldfish with braces.
But i'm not ashamed of it. I'm proud, because many years ago, I would have cried just sitting on the dentist's chair. Its taken a long time, no doubt, but I've come a long way.
So. What am i so ticked off about.
I believe its to do with my lack of social life. Meaning " no life"
I dont have a life, and that's pretty much a fact. I mean I'm sure all of you have friends you go for movies with, your best friends, friends who celebrate their happiness with you and stuff like that. I dont have those kind of friends, and no, I'm not being extreme here.
My life is basically a work, home, and sometimes badminton lifestyle. I either go for movies alone or dont go at all.
Parties, dinners, etc. Its been a long time since i've been even invited for a party.
And dont get me wrong too. In fact , I like this kind of life. I like living in solitude. But sometimes, it can get lonely too. Like what I'm feeling now.
Haha, and no, I'm not being depressive. I'm laughing at myself instead, because if I want, I can choose to go and club, and drink and go get myself a life, but thats not the kind of life I want.
But sometimes you wonder, how long can you lead a life without real friends
You may read this, you may think ur my friend too. But other than talking to me online , or through smses, how many times in a blue moon do we even meet up.
It's not a complaint. Its a fact.
My life is meant to be such.
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7:49 AM